The songs that came on...in a row no joke are:
I would die for you, Help pour out the rain, Word of God speak, Borrowed Angels and now Soldiers and Jesus.
With these songs, I am on the verge of tears and busting out crying. I think of those I love, those who have passed away who meant the world to me, and my Aunt who is in Afghanistan.
I don't know why these things have happened or why my ipod played those songs in the order that they did. I have 5 days worth of music on my ipod and those are the songs that come up.
As sad as I am, I realize I am truly blessed.
I have so many great people in my life who would die for me and that I would die for them. The song goes "you aren't alive until you know who you would die for you and i would die for you"
Help pour out the rain is so cute and reminds me of me when I was younger and my curiosity about God and what heaven was and how I could get there. There is a line that says "will i get to see my grandpa..." which reminds me of both of the wonderful men who I am lucky enough to call my grandpas. I love them and miss them very much.
Borrowed Angels reminds me how blessed I am to know the many people in my family who have come for a visit but have had to go back to God to be His angels. I am thankful for getting to know all of them who have touched my lives in so many ways no matter how young or old they were when they went to heaven.
Finally, Soldiers and Jesus...the line "where would we be without soldiers and Jesus" was the last straw before I started crying. I miss my aunt very much an want her to be home so bad. She is amazing and I love and worry about her every day. She is super brave and a huge inspiration to me. Aunt Paula if you are reading this as Aunt Lynda would say "I love you to the point of exhaustion"
So even though I am sad I realize how extremely lucky I am to have the family I do and friends that are the best. I love you all!
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